| The box
      comes in the mail. Eagerly you open it. I roll my eyes in
      skepticism as you unpack the
      cheap plastic incubator and one quailís
      egg.   The hours pass. You check and
      recheck. I try to prepare you
      for the disappointment  of its stillbirth.   A tiny beak begins
      to poke through. Hour after hour it
      struggles to break free. Finally, exhausted,
      it is born. You hold it near
      your glowing face  as I snap a picture
      of the proud papa. I can not believe
      you brought it life. I am thrilled with
      your success.   Within hours it
      dies. Your heart is
      broken.   I know at this
      moment that the hardest part is not teaching
      discipline. It is watching you
      suffer.   1996 Linda Wallin |  |